My sister. I am in NO mood for dating. I am just not built for it. It’s awful and painful and shallow. I will never give up on love but I’m going to stop seeking. I am have been mulling over what my plan is for 2019 when it comes to dating. I’m leaning toward not looking for love. Letting go of dating. Instead, I want to adapt to singlehood. figure out how to stave off loneliness. How to make my mind quiet in times when I just long for another person on the couch next to me. It’s gonna suck.

I am there with you, woman.