I feel this. I feel so much of this. When I went to Napa in December by myself I fell into a deep depression that lasted a few weeks. Napa is super romantic and couple-y and it made me so horribly lonely.

After months of backsliding to a guy who did not deserve me, just because being alone was sometimes too heavy, I finally pulled the plug for good. I told my best friend I was done with casually dating. I am done with feeling luke warm about seeing someone. No more buying time.

I am ready for a relationship. I want a boyfriend. Interestingly, the minute I out that out there, a viable candidate showed up. I am going to positive think the shit out of this.

I’m with you. I’m over it too. we’re bad ass mother fucking women. The world needs to throw us some bad ass mother fucking men.

Now I gotta go write some stuff you’ve just inspired me to write. #whywerefriends